No amount of words can describe how heartbroken I am to hear David/Swezil has passed away. It still feels unreal. Saturday nights will not be the same as we would always watch Drag Race together, whether the edition is from US, Spain or Belgium. Us reacting, chatting and hanging out together like family; even though we are far away in distance, it felt like we were close together, in one comfy sofa virtually. This would also extend with Eurovision and their national selection watching parties as well. Even through the messes and chaotic shows, experiencing the emotions of it all, has brought us together.
David/Swezil’s love for music, especially from artists we might not have heard before, has inspired me to discover new music and even go deep diving. I remember him saying about as long as the music has great vibes, if we (as individuals) like it, we like it. His support for my selfies, my photography hobby and even reaching certain Duolingo milestone has inspired me to embrace me for myself - loving my unique strength and utilising them in a healthy way. I can still feel his spirit, whenever I photograph, complete a chapter in language apps or watching YouTube videos in French and Italian. There are so many more ways I will miss and remember Swezil - from his GeoGussr and ChatGussr (stream version) leagues, him using his clever tactics at Mario Kart 8 with varying results, and of course, his Guraindā island at Animal Crossing.
Thank you Swezil. Thank you for your heart, understanding, friendship and love. Even though I will miss him greatly, I know that he will always be in my heart. Within this, he has given me hope and motivation to go forward with my dreams. I can still feel him cheering me and every one of us in his server. Thank you, I miss you and I love you, Swezil.